vividness. fear.
this is fun, in small doses. except for the annoying side effect that I'm now wide awake and buzzing with excitement when I ought not to be.
I vividly fear it'll be some time before I fall asleep again (that's no hallucination).
all things equal, a hallucination is better than reality because it isn't participatory. what a fine line I walk.
















oh strangeness.
huh. it sounds like a bad acid trip.
But look on the bright side—you could tame them, a la Salvador Dali. He would somehow rig a spoon to drop right as he was getting to sleep (I forget how he set it up), in order to awaken him from a hypnogogic state. His vivid inspirations for his work were from the consciousness netherworlds. Therefore do not worry—you tread in the shady realm of brilliance.
So….have fun with that. For me, however, I'm sticking to this.
*from=into
was getting ticcy. one typo i couldn't let go.
ok. better.